Heartbroken and Alone
Sorry it took so long, guys. Here's chapter 6. Unfortunately, no yiff, this is an IMPORTANT story progression. And the last chapter in this series, closing it up rather different from what you may have expected.
Disclaimer: I don't own pokemon, that's all I can say for this lemon since no sexxings is involved.
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*Scene 1
I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes as I stared into the mirror, the reflection of a little mouse, small and fragile, staring back at me. It seemed unreal that I was still alive now. Things happened so fast that I didn't even completely remember them all. All I knew was that I'd broken up with Akai less than a week ago, and I was back with Tsukei, my 'shrew love. Still, though, I felt a little twinge of pain in my heart every time I thought of how Akai left my house that night.
Tsukei walked up behind me, and hugged me close to his body from behind. I smiled softly, and fell into his warm embrace.
"Good morning, hun," I said softly, my voice still a little weak.
"Good morning to you, too, sweetie." He kissed me on the top of the head. "Are you still feeling sad about Akai?"
I just nodded, as we both stared into the mirror.
"I see. Maybe you should go visit him today?"
My eyes closed gently as a soft smile slid across my face. I hoped he'd meant what I was thinking.
"Am I allowed to..."
"...Yeah, I suppose. Just cheer up, hun, k?" He nibbled my sensitive chu ear softly. I giggled and looked at him through the mirror.
"I-I'll try."
Then, I regretfully left his warm embrace and headed out of my safe, secure, silent home.
**Scene 2
I arrived at Akai's house, and noticed his parents weren't home. It was still a little dark out, and I could see his sillouhette in a window with the light on. I walked up to the door and knocked. The sillouhette didn't move. I knocked again. Still no motion. I crept slowly into the house, instinctively finding my way to Akai's room. What I saw there took my breath away; and not in a good way.
Akai stood at his window, looking inwards at me. I saw his bed covered in blood, and his wrists were bleeding. A gun was pointed at his head by his own hand. I stared at the charmander, and he stared back, a blank expression on both our faces, but I could see tears in his eyes.
"Akai...Don't...You don't have to do this..."
"I-I've l-l-l-lost y-y-you, A-Aoi...I-I've l-l-l-lost e-everything I-I-I l-l-love in this w-w-w-world...I-I c-c-c-can't t-t-t-t-take it a-a-a-anym-m-more...Th-This is the only w-w-way to g-g-g-get out!!!"
"No! Akai, it isn't! You'll find someone who loves you!"
"N-No, I w-won't A-A-Aoi...N-No one l-loves s-someone l-like m-me...N-No one b-b-besides...y-you..."
"Don't talk like that Akai...There's got to be someone out there who loves you more than me..."
"N-No!" His hand trembled, and I saw him begin to squeeze the trigger. Using a quick attack, I brought him to the ground, and pinned him underneath me. I was angry. So angry, electricity was sparking out from my glowing blue cheek-pads.
"LISTEN TO ME, AKAI!!!!! YOU CAN'T KILL YOURSELF!!! YOU CAN'T! I WON'T LET YOU!!!!" I screamed violently at him. He just cried underneath me.
"G-Go a-a-away, A-A-Aoi..."
"NO!! I WON'T LET YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! I LOVE YOU! What do you think would happen if you killed yourself?! Do you think that would make anyone who loves you feel better? Do you think it would make me happy to know that you died because you loved me?!"
"N-n-no..."
He just cried there. I moved off of him, and he sat up, staring at me, the tears in his eyes flowing down his cheeks. He looked so sad and pathetic.
"I-I should leave..." I stood up and walked out of the door. "Goodbye...And please...don't do anything stupid." I left his house that day, knowing in my heart I'd never be back, and that I'd never get to see him again.
***Scene 3
It was horrible. Blood spattered walls and a dead body were on the front page of the newspaper. Not just any body either. Akai's body. It had misfired, because when he stood up, he lost his grip on it, and it fell to the ground with enough impact to fire it. The bullet went straight through his heart, and the blood spattered on the wall behind him. I started crying. Hard. It hurt so much to know that he wasn't going to kill himself, but he accidentally did it anyway.
"A-Aoi...I'm sorry..."
"Go away, Tsukei."
Tsukei walked out of the room, and left me to my sulking.
****Scene 4
At school, I didn't talk to anyone. I kept to myself more now than usual. I cried a lot. I incinerated my blue kerchief, and replaced it with a black one. I never smiled. I hurt inside all the time. Even Tsukei was afraid to be near me. I, against my mother's wishes, had my ears pierced, and had black studs put in each of them. I wrote all my thoughts down in a little notebook, in the form of stories of my memories. I never forgot any of it. And that's all that I have to write for now.
~end~
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Sorry, guys, if it seems depressing, but this story always seemed to me to have lots of dark overtones, anyway. I might revive the characters later, in a different story with a different setting, under different circumstances, but no time in the near future.
Disclaimer: I don't own pokemon, that's all I can say for this lemon since no sexxings is involved.
~~~
*Scene 1
I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes as I stared into the mirror, the reflection of a little mouse, small and fragile, staring back at me. It seemed unreal that I was still alive now. Things happened so fast that I didn't even completely remember them all. All I knew was that I'd broken up with Akai less than a week ago, and I was back with Tsukei, my 'shrew love. Still, though, I felt a little twinge of pain in my heart every time I thought of how Akai left my house that night.
Tsukei walked up behind me, and hugged me close to his body from behind. I smiled softly, and fell into his warm embrace.
"Good morning, hun," I said softly, my voice still a little weak.
"Good morning to you, too, sweetie." He kissed me on the top of the head. "Are you still feeling sad about Akai?"
I just nodded, as we both stared into the mirror.
"I see. Maybe you should go visit him today?"
My eyes closed gently as a soft smile slid across my face. I hoped he'd meant what I was thinking.
"Am I allowed to..."
"...Yeah, I suppose. Just cheer up, hun, k?" He nibbled my sensitive chu ear softly. I giggled and looked at him through the mirror.
"I-I'll try."
Then, I regretfully left his warm embrace and headed out of my safe, secure, silent home.
**Scene 2
I arrived at Akai's house, and noticed his parents weren't home. It was still a little dark out, and I could see his sillouhette in a window with the light on. I walked up to the door and knocked. The sillouhette didn't move. I knocked again. Still no motion. I crept slowly into the house, instinctively finding my way to Akai's room. What I saw there took my breath away; and not in a good way.
Akai stood at his window, looking inwards at me. I saw his bed covered in blood, and his wrists were bleeding. A gun was pointed at his head by his own hand. I stared at the charmander, and he stared back, a blank expression on both our faces, but I could see tears in his eyes.
"Akai...Don't...You don't have to do this..."
"I-I've l-l-l-lost y-y-you, A-Aoi...I-I've l-l-l-lost e-everything I-I-I l-l-love in this w-w-w-world...I-I c-c-c-can't t-t-t-t-take it a-a-a-anym-m-more...Th-This is the only w-w-way to g-g-g-get out!!!"
"No! Akai, it isn't! You'll find someone who loves you!"
"N-No, I w-won't A-A-Aoi...N-No one l-loves s-someone l-like m-me...N-No one b-b-besides...y-you..."
"Don't talk like that Akai...There's got to be someone out there who loves you more than me..."
"N-No!" His hand trembled, and I saw him begin to squeeze the trigger. Using a quick attack, I brought him to the ground, and pinned him underneath me. I was angry. So angry, electricity was sparking out from my glowing blue cheek-pads.
"LISTEN TO ME, AKAI!!!!! YOU CAN'T KILL YOURSELF!!! YOU CAN'T! I WON'T LET YOU!!!!" I screamed violently at him. He just cried underneath me.
"G-Go a-a-away, A-A-Aoi..."
"NO!! I WON'T LET YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! I LOVE YOU! What do you think would happen if you killed yourself?! Do you think that would make anyone who loves you feel better? Do you think it would make me happy to know that you died because you loved me?!"
"N-n-no..."
He just cried there. I moved off of him, and he sat up, staring at me, the tears in his eyes flowing down his cheeks. He looked so sad and pathetic.
"I-I should leave..." I stood up and walked out of the door. "Goodbye...And please...don't do anything stupid." I left his house that day, knowing in my heart I'd never be back, and that I'd never get to see him again.
***Scene 3
It was horrible. Blood spattered walls and a dead body were on the front page of the newspaper. Not just any body either. Akai's body. It had misfired, because when he stood up, he lost his grip on it, and it fell to the ground with enough impact to fire it. The bullet went straight through his heart, and the blood spattered on the wall behind him. I started crying. Hard. It hurt so much to know that he wasn't going to kill himself, but he accidentally did it anyway.
"A-Aoi...I'm sorry..."
"Go away, Tsukei."
Tsukei walked out of the room, and left me to my sulking.
****Scene 4
At school, I didn't talk to anyone. I kept to myself more now than usual. I cried a lot. I incinerated my blue kerchief, and replaced it with a black one. I never smiled. I hurt inside all the time. Even Tsukei was afraid to be near me. I, against my mother's wishes, had my ears pierced, and had black studs put in each of them. I wrote all my thoughts down in a little notebook, in the form of stories of my memories. I never forgot any of it. And that's all that I have to write for now.
~end~
~~~
Sorry, guys, if it seems depressing, but this story always seemed to me to have lots of dark overtones, anyway. I might revive the characters later, in a different story with a different setting, under different circumstances, but no time in the near future.