Day 2a
Day 2a: The Horror of Being Alone
Darkness surrounded her. There was nothing around and she couldn't see Daddy, or anybody for that matter, which frightened her. She could swear that she both saw and heard Puixlv saying,
"I'm coming to get you, little bitch. You will be mine." She was terrified now.
"Help me Daddy!" she called into the unforgiving darkness but the only thing that she heard was Puixlv repeating over and over words that she didn't want to hear. She could hear him laugh and the families voices could be heard around her saying,
"Give in, give in, you know it's what we're here for. Our existence is only that of toys of pleasure for the males. Give in, give in. It's good for you. Give in, you know you want it, give in, give in."
She was horrified. She didn't want to give in to Puixlv. She didn't want to give in to anybody. She was her own and no one else's. She stayed in the darkness for what felt like an eternity hearing only the voices saying things she hated. They were taunting her, mocking her. The insecure feeling of being lost with no one to turn to surrounded her. She, at this point, thought that nothing would be able to comfort her. She also felt that Daddy had lied to her, abandoned her, and left her to forever be alone. She felt betrayed, so she curled up into a ball and started to weep saying,
"Why? Why did I trust that bastard? I should have known he was only in this for himself!" But, just then, right before she was about to give in to the silence of the darkness, a bright white flash filed the ball and she hobbled toward it as quickly as she could praying that it would lead her out of this hellhole and back to Daddy, her comfort. As she hobbled into the light she felt his comforting presence in front of her and she hobbled toward it, sobbing all the way. When he saw her crying, he knelt down, dropped the Pokéball, and put her in a hug and saw that the experience of being inside of it traumatized her and he immediately hated himself for putting her inside it. He wanted her feeling of security, comfort, and trust to return so he asked her,
"What's happened, Vulpix? Was it really bad for you to go into this thing?" she slashed at his face shouting,
"Liar! You abandoned me to Puixlv and his sadistic pleasures!" Vulpix said between sobs. Daddy was confused; he didn't think that anything happened inside those things. He had figured they just became electrical data. Suddenly it hit him and he embraced her tightly saying simply to her,
"I'm sorry." For that was all he could bring himself to say, nothing else seemed to fit what it was that he had done to her.
She simply cried for awhile, emptying everything into Daddy's arms. He carried her into the den and sat down on the same pillow that he had placed her on the night before. After awhile, she knew that she was back safe, so she explained to him, hoping reveling what had happened would make her feel better, like it did before.
"Here's what happened. When I was inside I was alone, unprotected and a feeling of abandonment enveloped me. The black emptiness was all-encompassing and I couldn't move because I felt that someone was there to kill me. I then heard both my families' voices and Puixlv telling me to give in and go back to being merely a toy for his pleasure. I didn't know what to do so I balled up and cried, hating both them and you. Then, the ball filled with a white light and security returned to me. As I hobbled toward it, away from their voices and back toward the comforting scent of you, the cabin, and the woods I felt better. I knew you were there in the light, Daddy. I ended up in front of you and here we are now." Vulpix had stopped crying at this point because, like she thought, Daddy's presence had embraced her and made her feel safe.
All he could say was "I'm sorry, Vulpix." Ashamed at what he had just put her through, Daddy took her into the bedroom and laid her on a pillow. He turned around as if he was about to leave when Vulpix stood up and asked him while taking a small step forward,
"Daddy? Are you all right? Is something wrong?"
He turned to face her. He seemed to have something on his mind and said slowly to her.
"What I just put you through was probably the worst thing that I could have done. Now, I feel that I need to do something to make up for what I did. So I have decided to let you do what you will to me. I need you to inflict the same amount of pain on me that I inflicted on you." Daddy said and stood unmoving in front of her. Vulpix smiled and asked him to approach and kneel before her. When he did so, she simply went to him and affectingly rubbed her face on his chest, murring softly.
"Daddy, you don't need me to put you through anything like what I went through. You must have gone through it all the time you were alone. All you need now is a companion that will stay with you and bring you joy. You can't be alone forever."
Daddy smiled lay down on the bed and put her next to himself. He was happy that she felt that way and that she was starting to trust him. He hugged her and said "Thank you. Your acceptance is what I wanted from the beginning. Will you accept me for who I really am?"
Without even thinking she answered "Yes. I'll even let you bestow a name upon me, one of our most sacred ceremonies."
"A name? You mean you're not all called 'Vulpix'?" Daddy asked, yet another facet of the culture reveled to him.
"No. The Name is how we denote maturity. So give me a strong name, Daddy." She scoffed to herself thinking "How can he give me a strong name? He knows nothing about names."
"All right, how do you say 'loving one' in your language?" Daddy asked after a little thought.
She was shocked. Daddy wanted to give her the name reserved for the beautiful and most loved female in the family? She knew that he couldn't have been serious and he just wanted to know for the purpose of not giving her that name. So, a little bit dejected, she said "Xpivul."
"So be it. Xpivul is your name" Daddy said without any further thought.
"But Daddy, I can't take a name like that. It's reserved for the beautiful and most loved female, and that can't be me."
Daddy just smiled warmly as if to say 'Don't sell yourself short' and she felt contented bringing herself over to him for a nightly embrace with a soft and tender "Thank you, Daddy"
And as they hugged, a feeling between them both was developing. As day gave way to night, they continued their embrace until they had had bathed and fell asleep together just like before feeling that their experiences together had brought them closer. Both slept well that night, having a feeling of need for each other. Xpivul because of her new name, and Daddy because of acceptance.
Darkness surrounded her. There was nothing around and she couldn't see Daddy, or anybody for that matter, which frightened her. She could swear that she both saw and heard Puixlv saying,
"I'm coming to get you, little bitch. You will be mine." She was terrified now.
"Help me Daddy!" she called into the unforgiving darkness but the only thing that she heard was Puixlv repeating over and over words that she didn't want to hear. She could hear him laugh and the families voices could be heard around her saying,
"Give in, give in, you know it's what we're here for. Our existence is only that of toys of pleasure for the males. Give in, give in. It's good for you. Give in, you know you want it, give in, give in."
She was horrified. She didn't want to give in to Puixlv. She didn't want to give in to anybody. She was her own and no one else's. She stayed in the darkness for what felt like an eternity hearing only the voices saying things she hated. They were taunting her, mocking her. The insecure feeling of being lost with no one to turn to surrounded her. She, at this point, thought that nothing would be able to comfort her. She also felt that Daddy had lied to her, abandoned her, and left her to forever be alone. She felt betrayed, so she curled up into a ball and started to weep saying,
"Why? Why did I trust that bastard? I should have known he was only in this for himself!" But, just then, right before she was about to give in to the silence of the darkness, a bright white flash filed the ball and she hobbled toward it as quickly as she could praying that it would lead her out of this hellhole and back to Daddy, her comfort. As she hobbled into the light she felt his comforting presence in front of her and she hobbled toward it, sobbing all the way. When he saw her crying, he knelt down, dropped the Pokéball, and put her in a hug and saw that the experience of being inside of it traumatized her and he immediately hated himself for putting her inside it. He wanted her feeling of security, comfort, and trust to return so he asked her,
"What's happened, Vulpix? Was it really bad for you to go into this thing?" she slashed at his face shouting,
"Liar! You abandoned me to Puixlv and his sadistic pleasures!" Vulpix said between sobs. Daddy was confused; he didn't think that anything happened inside those things. He had figured they just became electrical data. Suddenly it hit him and he embraced her tightly saying simply to her,
"I'm sorry." For that was all he could bring himself to say, nothing else seemed to fit what it was that he had done to her.
She simply cried for awhile, emptying everything into Daddy's arms. He carried her into the den and sat down on the same pillow that he had placed her on the night before. After awhile, she knew that she was back safe, so she explained to him, hoping reveling what had happened would make her feel better, like it did before.
"Here's what happened. When I was inside I was alone, unprotected and a feeling of abandonment enveloped me. The black emptiness was all-encompassing and I couldn't move because I felt that someone was there to kill me. I then heard both my families' voices and Puixlv telling me to give in and go back to being merely a toy for his pleasure. I didn't know what to do so I balled up and cried, hating both them and you. Then, the ball filled with a white light and security returned to me. As I hobbled toward it, away from their voices and back toward the comforting scent of you, the cabin, and the woods I felt better. I knew you were there in the light, Daddy. I ended up in front of you and here we are now." Vulpix had stopped crying at this point because, like she thought, Daddy's presence had embraced her and made her feel safe.
All he could say was "I'm sorry, Vulpix." Ashamed at what he had just put her through, Daddy took her into the bedroom and laid her on a pillow. He turned around as if he was about to leave when Vulpix stood up and asked him while taking a small step forward,
"Daddy? Are you all right? Is something wrong?"
He turned to face her. He seemed to have something on his mind and said slowly to her.
"What I just put you through was probably the worst thing that I could have done. Now, I feel that I need to do something to make up for what I did. So I have decided to let you do what you will to me. I need you to inflict the same amount of pain on me that I inflicted on you." Daddy said and stood unmoving in front of her. Vulpix smiled and asked him to approach and kneel before her. When he did so, she simply went to him and affectingly rubbed her face on his chest, murring softly.
"Daddy, you don't need me to put you through anything like what I went through. You must have gone through it all the time you were alone. All you need now is a companion that will stay with you and bring you joy. You can't be alone forever."
Daddy smiled lay down on the bed and put her next to himself. He was happy that she felt that way and that she was starting to trust him. He hugged her and said "Thank you. Your acceptance is what I wanted from the beginning. Will you accept me for who I really am?"
Without even thinking she answered "Yes. I'll even let you bestow a name upon me, one of our most sacred ceremonies."
"A name? You mean you're not all called 'Vulpix'?" Daddy asked, yet another facet of the culture reveled to him.
"No. The Name is how we denote maturity. So give me a strong name, Daddy." She scoffed to herself thinking "How can he give me a strong name? He knows nothing about names."
"All right, how do you say 'loving one' in your language?" Daddy asked after a little thought.
She was shocked. Daddy wanted to give her the name reserved for the beautiful and most loved female in the family? She knew that he couldn't have been serious and he just wanted to know for the purpose of not giving her that name. So, a little bit dejected, she said "Xpivul."
"So be it. Xpivul is your name" Daddy said without any further thought.
"But Daddy, I can't take a name like that. It's reserved for the beautiful and most loved female, and that can't be me."
Daddy just smiled warmly as if to say 'Don't sell yourself short' and she felt contented bringing herself over to him for a nightly embrace with a soft and tender "Thank you, Daddy"
And as they hugged, a feeling between them both was developing. As day gave way to night, they continued their embrace until they had had bathed and fell asleep together just like before feeling that their experiences together had brought them closer. Both slept well that night, having a feeling of need for each other. Xpivul because of her new name, and Daddy because of acceptance.