Story Notes:
For any confusion, these pokemon are feral in a seemingly natural/civil environment. A cross between. And more detail becomes evident as the story goes on.Also, as a big fan of DBZ and power-based things, this will have some minor swaying effect. Nothing like over 9000 references and kamehamehas, it still keeps the pokemon basis.
High Gravity
I laid there for quite some time. I wasn't tired, I didn't want to sleep. I just couldn't help but think about all of this. Is this right? Will it work out? I ask myself these questions constantly, but haven't yet found a trace of the answer.
I finally decide to get up. I walked out of the room and down the stairs slowly, pretending not to be there. Tybalt noticed me right away.
"Did you have a good sleep?" he asked.
"Huh? Yea, it was alright I guess..." I looked away in embarrasment. I don't know if I want to tell him what I dreamt about last night, but of course not in front of his family.
I sat down on one of the recliners, and released all the tension so I could relax a bit. Tybalt walked over to me with a bowl of cereal.
"Here." he said, handing me the bowl. "Have something to eat, you probably feel hungry."
I took it gladly, I was pretty hungry. The only thing really bothering me though is how sore I am. I haven't yet fully recovered, I still have some sore spots. Other than that, I made a full recovery in about a quarter of the time that Hector did. The fact that I did made me feel special, like I was strong or something. Whatever it was, I knew it was good. I finished my breakfast quickly, and took it back to the kitchen.
"What should I do with it?" I asked.
"Just put it near the sink, it's fine." Ty responded.
I helped myself to a glass of water, my throat was somewhat sore. I'm guessing I slept with my mouth open or something last night. I was taking a sip, right Ty's little sister burst out with a surprising comment.
"Hey mom! Tybalt's gay!" she shouted.
I nearly choked on my water hearing that. I was half excited, but half confused hearing her say that. When I recollected myself, we all managed to say at the same time.
"What?!"
"Where did you learn that?" His mom asked.
"My friend told me it! Tybalt was sleeping with another boy, so that means he's gay!" she said again.
I knew she was wrong. Just because two people sleep in the same bed together, doesn't mean they're in love. You can't technically be gay without falling in love first. I still couldn't believe it though. Some other little girl in kindergarten knew what being gay meant? That's not right...
"No no dear." his mom started explaining. "Tybalt was just making sure that his friend was ok, because he wasn't feeling well. So he slept in the same room to make sure he was ok the whole night." she glanced at me, and then at Ty. "Isn't that right, Tybalt?"
"Uhhh, yea. That's what I was doing. He made it through the night, so it's all good now." he was hesitant in his speech. I could tell he was lying. He must have some other reasons.
I tried to find something to look at, and stopped with my sights out the window. I couldn't see anything but white. It didn't make sense for a minute, until I thought about it.
"Wait a minute...What?" I jumped up and ran out the door.
It's exactly as I thought. It's the first day with snow! Winter is here now.
"Yes! This is awesome!" I shouted out to the world.
Tybalt and his family came out soon behind.
"Well, would you look at that." his mom said.
"Finally! It's about time too." Ty said, right before he joined me in playing in the snow.
After they went back inside, we continued doing whatever for a little while.We jumped into any pile we could find, threw snow at eachother and wrestled a bit. We stopped in silence at the awkard position we ended up in. It was almost exactly how we were in my dream when we kissed. Our noses were mere millimeters away from eachother. Our chests were rising and falling in perfect rythym, we were so close we could feel our breath on eachother. Everything was in prefect sync, we were like two sides of a mirror. Our breathing, our position, our blushes and if I didn't know any better, possibly our heartbeat.
He threw himself off after a time that seemed like forever.
"Well... Now what?" he asked, acting as if nothing happened.
We laid side by side in the snow now. Sure it was cold, but I don't think it mattered.
"I don't know...what is there to do?" I asked as I pulled my head up to look at him.
"You?"
"What?"
"What?" he repeated me.
"No, what did you just say?" I actually didn't hear him.
"Nothing. It's not important." he said.
"Oh...ok."
I don't understand what's going on anymore. Am I seriously falling in love with my...best friend? When I'm alone, I usually think about it and it seems right. I get the feeling that it's what I want. I've even fantasied about being with him before. Now that I'm here, I'm not sure it's the right thing. I can't flat out tell him, and there's no possible way to just 'make it happen' without seeming like a total stalker.
-
Time passed. As days went on, it got colder, just as my thoughts were heating up. Tybalt continued to make wierd comments, hinting towards the fact that he's feeling the same way I am. I hope this works, I don't know why, but I do. I keep telling myself it's a bad idea, and that's it's a lost cause. These feelings are too strong to control, and everytime I tell myself to stop, I don't listen. I have a bad feeling that I've developed a split personality over this. One that ultimately wants this to happen, and one that's saying it's wrong. I'm saying that there's nothing wrong with it, but I don't want to force my way into it. My only option is to sit by and hope for the best.
-
It's the middle of december, and it's nearing Christmas. Everyday up to this point, I've been at his house. My mom is starting to worry that I don't love her anymore, but she doesn't understand that I need to do this. Until this all blows over, I'm going to need to be around him as much as possible. I sleep over every weekend, and every time he's slept in the same bed as I. Today was the last day of school, and we're off on our holidays. As usual, I'm going over to his house, to spend the night.
For most of the day after school, the whole family, with me tagging along, went sledding at the big hill at the park. Most of the time I took the tube down, only because it was the fastest. Most of the time I shut my eyes in fear. Usually I did because I'm easy to scare.
"Why don't you guys go down at the same time?" his dad suggested. He meant seperately, but Tybalt had other plans in mind.
"Alright." we said.
I got on my tube, laying down on my stomach. I kicked off of the fence at the top and started going at a slow pace. I looked over to see where he was, with no luck. I was going face first, so I didn't see him when he jumped on top of me and we suddenly went much faster than before. I freaked out a little, but went with it.We were flying down the hill at insane speeds, much faster than I was alone. The hill was pretty long, and pretty steep, and even though we were going faster I didn't close my eyes this time. I felt safer somehow with him with me. I obviously wasn't, but having him there made me feel much better. The bottom of the hill was mostly powder, so we ended up digging deep into the snow, having it all fly in my face first. We were almost completely covered in snow afterwards. We flopped off of the tube, and we couldn't help but just laugh the whole time. From when we stopped, until we got back up to the top, we couldn't stop laughing.
"Boys...that's not quite what I meant." his dad said, shaking his head.
"Yea me neither, what was that about, Ty?" I looked over at him.
He just couldn't help but laugh the whole time, but he slowly calmed down.
"Oh I dunno. It seemed like a good idea at the time. It obviously was though." he failed to hold back a chuckle, and found himself laughing again.
"You boys are just crazy!" his mom said. "C'mon, lets head back now."
-
When we got back, Tybalt and I continued to play around in the backyard. It was just like old times, and we started out as playing tag. I was it this time though. The snow made it harder to navigate around in, so it was harder to run, but alot more fun.
I chased him around for a while, and usually while I run I look at my feet. I decided to look up once, and got a clear view of his behind. I could see everything, and I licked my lips a little. I was almost tempted to say something, or to try and pounce him or something, but my ideas were broken when he tripped on a mound of snow that he didn't see. He went up into the air quite a ways, and ended up face first into a snow bank. I stopped and stared, it was really funny, but it's not what I was focused on. His entire head was stuck in the snow that was seemingly shaped like a wall. He was flailing his legs around, and pushing against the snow with his paws with no luck. I could hear his muffled yelling through the snow.
"Roy! Roy help me! I'm stuck." then I could hear him laughing.
It was pretty funny, but kind of pitiful. I walked over to his side, and went to reach to help him, but was stopped by viewing his tail waving about in the air. I stepped backward slowly, in curiosity. I wanted to look, just to look. I didn't want to impose, or try my luck, simply to observe. I found myself standing directly behind him, avoiding his flailing limbs in the process. I couldn't stop staring, my eyes were fixed directly on his entrance. I slowly reached out my paw, in an attempt to touch. I think I was more curious than anything. I didn't quite touch him, because I stopped to remember what I was actually doing.
"Roy! What are you doing? Help me already!" he started yelling some more.
I snapped out of it, and found myself drooling a bit. I wiped it up and tried to figure out a proper way to do it. I gripped his hindpaws and tried to pull without tickling him. I ended up putting my weight into it, and he came flying back at me, first falling on my face, and then moved aside.
"Thanks, but...what took you so long?" he wasn't aware of my trance...obviously.
"Well, I...I don't know." I sat up from my laying position in the snow. "I guess I got preoccupied."
"How? I was stuck in the snowbank! I mean it was funny for a bit, I can agree with that." he had no idea.
"Lets just say i thought it was cute how you struggled." I wanted to make him think, but not actually tell him what I did.
"C-cute? Me? What are you saying Roy?" he turned his head sideways when he asked that.
"Nothing..." I said with a sing-songy tone. I got up and lent out a paw. "C'mon, it's late. Lets head in."
He took my offer and stood up. He didn't let go until we had taken a few steps.
-
We had dinner late, so we went to bed straight afterwards. We didn't sleep for some time though, rather than laid there and talked about stuff like christmas and such.
"Hey Ty?"
"Yea?" he replied.
"Are you gay? Please be honest." I wanted to know now, for a fact.
"I..." he was hesitant to say anything.
I started again, "I really don't mind. If you are that is. If you aren't that's ok too..."
"No it's not that... It's just, I've been asking myself the same question for a while. I keep getting the answer 'no' though."
"Oh..." I was disappointed in a way. "Ok then..."
"Why? Are you?" he asked soon after.
I turned on my side, away from him. I didn't answer for a while. But it turned out I didn't have to. He came a little closer and started running his fingers along my side. It tickled a bit, and it felt funny. I didn't bother saying anything, because I wanted to see if he'd do anything more. I felt the paw run lower onto my back. It felt like he was just drawing pictures in my fur. It felt good nonetheless. I squirmed a bit because of the tickle, but he didn't let up. I closed my eyes, and relaxed every inch of my body. I felt great, and soothing almost. I felt that I could have some true rest for the first time in a long time. I didn't notice it, but he kept getting lower down my back. It wasn't until he was down near my tail that I realised it. He nudged himself closer every few seconds, and soon his body was touching mine. Everything I was feeling was the definition of amazing, I wanted to stay like this.
His paw found itself below my tail, and he squeezed my right cheek softly. I shivered at the feeling, it was strange, but I wanted more. He brought his paw back up and put both of his arms around me. He brought his body so close that there was seemingly no distance between us. His paws both feeling my belly, as one was trailing up to my chestfur, while the other went the opposite direction, and ended up in my inner thigh. He continued the effort to move closer to me, even though there as no space left to be covered, he just kept pushing against me. Unless he's trying to arouse himself... I really don't know what to think now. I kept my eyes closed, and remained silent, other than the random gasps when he touched a senstive area. He never quite got to my sheath, I think he was simply trying to cuddle. I felt his paw escaping my leg, and it found it's way back up to my belly. He stopped moving and remained in that position for what seemed like forever. I only felt more relaxed and secure, and I truly loved the warmth of his body up to mine. I couldn't tell if he were to move again, but I decided I'd let him do what he wants. I don't want to be rude, and besides I didn't have a problem with it.
He stayed in that position for long enough that I fell asleep. It was so comfortable, and so warm. I hoped he was doing this sincerely, rather than trying to be funny, or something. No one's to say if he continued after I fell asleep, but I really didn't care. All I knew was that I had truly fallen in love with another male.
I finally decide to get up. I walked out of the room and down the stairs slowly, pretending not to be there. Tybalt noticed me right away.
"Did you have a good sleep?" he asked.
"Huh? Yea, it was alright I guess..." I looked away in embarrasment. I don't know if I want to tell him what I dreamt about last night, but of course not in front of his family.
I sat down on one of the recliners, and released all the tension so I could relax a bit. Tybalt walked over to me with a bowl of cereal.
"Here." he said, handing me the bowl. "Have something to eat, you probably feel hungry."
I took it gladly, I was pretty hungry. The only thing really bothering me though is how sore I am. I haven't yet fully recovered, I still have some sore spots. Other than that, I made a full recovery in about a quarter of the time that Hector did. The fact that I did made me feel special, like I was strong or something. Whatever it was, I knew it was good. I finished my breakfast quickly, and took it back to the kitchen.
"What should I do with it?" I asked.
"Just put it near the sink, it's fine." Ty responded.
I helped myself to a glass of water, my throat was somewhat sore. I'm guessing I slept with my mouth open or something last night. I was taking a sip, right Ty's little sister burst out with a surprising comment.
"Hey mom! Tybalt's gay!" she shouted.
I nearly choked on my water hearing that. I was half excited, but half confused hearing her say that. When I recollected myself, we all managed to say at the same time.
"What?!"
"Where did you learn that?" His mom asked.
"My friend told me it! Tybalt was sleeping with another boy, so that means he's gay!" she said again.
I knew she was wrong. Just because two people sleep in the same bed together, doesn't mean they're in love. You can't technically be gay without falling in love first. I still couldn't believe it though. Some other little girl in kindergarten knew what being gay meant? That's not right...
"No no dear." his mom started explaining. "Tybalt was just making sure that his friend was ok, because he wasn't feeling well. So he slept in the same room to make sure he was ok the whole night." she glanced at me, and then at Ty. "Isn't that right, Tybalt?"
"Uhhh, yea. That's what I was doing. He made it through the night, so it's all good now." he was hesitant in his speech. I could tell he was lying. He must have some other reasons.
I tried to find something to look at, and stopped with my sights out the window. I couldn't see anything but white. It didn't make sense for a minute, until I thought about it.
"Wait a minute...What?" I jumped up and ran out the door.
It's exactly as I thought. It's the first day with snow! Winter is here now.
"Yes! This is awesome!" I shouted out to the world.
Tybalt and his family came out soon behind.
"Well, would you look at that." his mom said.
"Finally! It's about time too." Ty said, right before he joined me in playing in the snow.
After they went back inside, we continued doing whatever for a little while.We jumped into any pile we could find, threw snow at eachother and wrestled a bit. We stopped in silence at the awkard position we ended up in. It was almost exactly how we were in my dream when we kissed. Our noses were mere millimeters away from eachother. Our chests were rising and falling in perfect rythym, we were so close we could feel our breath on eachother. Everything was in prefect sync, we were like two sides of a mirror. Our breathing, our position, our blushes and if I didn't know any better, possibly our heartbeat.
He threw himself off after a time that seemed like forever.
"Well... Now what?" he asked, acting as if nothing happened.
We laid side by side in the snow now. Sure it was cold, but I don't think it mattered.
"I don't know...what is there to do?" I asked as I pulled my head up to look at him.
"You?"
"What?"
"What?" he repeated me.
"No, what did you just say?" I actually didn't hear him.
"Nothing. It's not important." he said.
"Oh...ok."
I don't understand what's going on anymore. Am I seriously falling in love with my...best friend? When I'm alone, I usually think about it and it seems right. I get the feeling that it's what I want. I've even fantasied about being with him before. Now that I'm here, I'm not sure it's the right thing. I can't flat out tell him, and there's no possible way to just 'make it happen' without seeming like a total stalker.
-
Time passed. As days went on, it got colder, just as my thoughts were heating up. Tybalt continued to make wierd comments, hinting towards the fact that he's feeling the same way I am. I hope this works, I don't know why, but I do. I keep telling myself it's a bad idea, and that's it's a lost cause. These feelings are too strong to control, and everytime I tell myself to stop, I don't listen. I have a bad feeling that I've developed a split personality over this. One that ultimately wants this to happen, and one that's saying it's wrong. I'm saying that there's nothing wrong with it, but I don't want to force my way into it. My only option is to sit by and hope for the best.
-
It's the middle of december, and it's nearing Christmas. Everyday up to this point, I've been at his house. My mom is starting to worry that I don't love her anymore, but she doesn't understand that I need to do this. Until this all blows over, I'm going to need to be around him as much as possible. I sleep over every weekend, and every time he's slept in the same bed as I. Today was the last day of school, and we're off on our holidays. As usual, I'm going over to his house, to spend the night.
For most of the day after school, the whole family, with me tagging along, went sledding at the big hill at the park. Most of the time I took the tube down, only because it was the fastest. Most of the time I shut my eyes in fear. Usually I did because I'm easy to scare.
"Why don't you guys go down at the same time?" his dad suggested. He meant seperately, but Tybalt had other plans in mind.
"Alright." we said.
I got on my tube, laying down on my stomach. I kicked off of the fence at the top and started going at a slow pace. I looked over to see where he was, with no luck. I was going face first, so I didn't see him when he jumped on top of me and we suddenly went much faster than before. I freaked out a little, but went with it.We were flying down the hill at insane speeds, much faster than I was alone. The hill was pretty long, and pretty steep, and even though we were going faster I didn't close my eyes this time. I felt safer somehow with him with me. I obviously wasn't, but having him there made me feel much better. The bottom of the hill was mostly powder, so we ended up digging deep into the snow, having it all fly in my face first. We were almost completely covered in snow afterwards. We flopped off of the tube, and we couldn't help but just laugh the whole time. From when we stopped, until we got back up to the top, we couldn't stop laughing.
"Boys...that's not quite what I meant." his dad said, shaking his head.
"Yea me neither, what was that about, Ty?" I looked over at him.
He just couldn't help but laugh the whole time, but he slowly calmed down.
"Oh I dunno. It seemed like a good idea at the time. It obviously was though." he failed to hold back a chuckle, and found himself laughing again.
"You boys are just crazy!" his mom said. "C'mon, lets head back now."
-
When we got back, Tybalt and I continued to play around in the backyard. It was just like old times, and we started out as playing tag. I was it this time though. The snow made it harder to navigate around in, so it was harder to run, but alot more fun.
I chased him around for a while, and usually while I run I look at my feet. I decided to look up once, and got a clear view of his behind. I could see everything, and I licked my lips a little. I was almost tempted to say something, or to try and pounce him or something, but my ideas were broken when he tripped on a mound of snow that he didn't see. He went up into the air quite a ways, and ended up face first into a snow bank. I stopped and stared, it was really funny, but it's not what I was focused on. His entire head was stuck in the snow that was seemingly shaped like a wall. He was flailing his legs around, and pushing against the snow with his paws with no luck. I could hear his muffled yelling through the snow.
"Roy! Roy help me! I'm stuck." then I could hear him laughing.
It was pretty funny, but kind of pitiful. I walked over to his side, and went to reach to help him, but was stopped by viewing his tail waving about in the air. I stepped backward slowly, in curiosity. I wanted to look, just to look. I didn't want to impose, or try my luck, simply to observe. I found myself standing directly behind him, avoiding his flailing limbs in the process. I couldn't stop staring, my eyes were fixed directly on his entrance. I slowly reached out my paw, in an attempt to touch. I think I was more curious than anything. I didn't quite touch him, because I stopped to remember what I was actually doing.
"Roy! What are you doing? Help me already!" he started yelling some more.
I snapped out of it, and found myself drooling a bit. I wiped it up and tried to figure out a proper way to do it. I gripped his hindpaws and tried to pull without tickling him. I ended up putting my weight into it, and he came flying back at me, first falling on my face, and then moved aside.
"Thanks, but...what took you so long?" he wasn't aware of my trance...obviously.
"Well, I...I don't know." I sat up from my laying position in the snow. "I guess I got preoccupied."
"How? I was stuck in the snowbank! I mean it was funny for a bit, I can agree with that." he had no idea.
"Lets just say i thought it was cute how you struggled." I wanted to make him think, but not actually tell him what I did.
"C-cute? Me? What are you saying Roy?" he turned his head sideways when he asked that.
"Nothing..." I said with a sing-songy tone. I got up and lent out a paw. "C'mon, it's late. Lets head in."
He took my offer and stood up. He didn't let go until we had taken a few steps.
-
We had dinner late, so we went to bed straight afterwards. We didn't sleep for some time though, rather than laid there and talked about stuff like christmas and such.
"Hey Ty?"
"Yea?" he replied.
"Are you gay? Please be honest." I wanted to know now, for a fact.
"I..." he was hesitant to say anything.
I started again, "I really don't mind. If you are that is. If you aren't that's ok too..."
"No it's not that... It's just, I've been asking myself the same question for a while. I keep getting the answer 'no' though."
"Oh..." I was disappointed in a way. "Ok then..."
"Why? Are you?" he asked soon after.
I turned on my side, away from him. I didn't answer for a while. But it turned out I didn't have to. He came a little closer and started running his fingers along my side. It tickled a bit, and it felt funny. I didn't bother saying anything, because I wanted to see if he'd do anything more. I felt the paw run lower onto my back. It felt like he was just drawing pictures in my fur. It felt good nonetheless. I squirmed a bit because of the tickle, but he didn't let up. I closed my eyes, and relaxed every inch of my body. I felt great, and soothing almost. I felt that I could have some true rest for the first time in a long time. I didn't notice it, but he kept getting lower down my back. It wasn't until he was down near my tail that I realised it. He nudged himself closer every few seconds, and soon his body was touching mine. Everything I was feeling was the definition of amazing, I wanted to stay like this.
His paw found itself below my tail, and he squeezed my right cheek softly. I shivered at the feeling, it was strange, but I wanted more. He brought his paw back up and put both of his arms around me. He brought his body so close that there was seemingly no distance between us. His paws both feeling my belly, as one was trailing up to my chestfur, while the other went the opposite direction, and ended up in my inner thigh. He continued the effort to move closer to me, even though there as no space left to be covered, he just kept pushing against me. Unless he's trying to arouse himself... I really don't know what to think now. I kept my eyes closed, and remained silent, other than the random gasps when he touched a senstive area. He never quite got to my sheath, I think he was simply trying to cuddle. I felt his paw escaping my leg, and it found it's way back up to my belly. He stopped moving and remained in that position for what seemed like forever. I only felt more relaxed and secure, and I truly loved the warmth of his body up to mine. I couldn't tell if he were to move again, but I decided I'd let him do what he wants. I don't want to be rude, and besides I didn't have a problem with it.
He stayed in that position for long enough that I fell asleep. It was so comfortable, and so warm. I hoped he was doing this sincerely, rather than trying to be funny, or something. No one's to say if he continued after I fell asleep, but I really didn't care. All I knew was that I had truly fallen in love with another male.