Chapter 6: A Hero's Spoils
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WARNING: This story contains sexual acts and descriptions of sex between two Pokemon. It also contains first-person descriptions of internal emotional turmoil that follows rape, as well as the struggles in getting past it. If any of these things bother you -- at least when reading them in a fictional story (real rape is awful!) -- or if you are under 18 years old (or whatever it is in your area), then stop reading now and, um, do something else. Of course.
I was so completely out of it while I was asleep that I didn't have any rouge dream penetrating my mind and forcing me to remember the night I had. It felt like it was the first time I had ever slept.
When I woke up in the morning, I immediately noticed that Gin was under the covers with me, sleeping right to my side! He was snoring rather loudly.
I freaked out thinking that another Pokemon -- particularly a male one -- was sleeping so close to me! Sure, I guess if he wanted to mate with me, he would have the other night... maybe I was just freaking out over nothing.
Cautiously, I got up and managed to get out of bed without waking the Gabite. Sun was shining in from the other side of the waterfall and the fire was still burning away healthily.
I looked around his cave a bit more thoroughly than I did the other night. After all, I was pretty exhausted then and everything was rather blurry.
He had many strange objects in his cave. Most of them looked either very shiny, or like they were acquired from humans. It was far more than just a den for a Pokemon to stay, but really a full-fledged... well, house, really.
The next few minutes were spent surveying the room further, marveling at everything he managed to acquire. The berries and herbs stashed in the corner of the room looked delicious. I wanted to eat one or two so badly, but I was still rather worried that he might get the wrong idea, so I figured I'd wait until he woke up, you know, just in case. I certainly didn't want to end up like that Meditite after all.
After looking around the room, my attention shifted back towards Gin as he continued sleeping peacefully tucked into his blanket. I walked down and looked right at the snoozing Gabite and actually found the expression on his face rather endearing. The only other Pokemon I'd seen sleeping was daddy, and let's just say he didn't quite look as cute.
He saved me... That Gabite really did save me. It wasn't some sort of nightmare. I really was raped again just the past night and he really did step in to save me. He killed that Machoke just to protect me from him and he didn't even know me.
It felt almost surreal... I should have been more distraught over the fact that I was raped again. It felt like I should have been crying or in pain, feeling empty or insecure, something, anything... but instead, I felt nothing but gratitude and amazement.
Sure, I may have been afraid of him at first... but maybe that was just because I didn't know him? It doesn't change the fact that he killed an innocent Meditite... hrm... that was still a fact that frightened me a bit.
Though on the other hand... he seemed so unbelievably nice to me. He did more for me than that Chansey, who was supposedly trained to be therapeutic or something, ever did for me. He actually acted. He actually rescued me. He could have risked his life for me for all I knew. I knew how badly the Machoke overpowered me, so Gin must have been either very strong or very cunning to overpower him.
Gin... Gin... Maybe, just maybe... just maybe he could be something that would turn my life around. Maybe he could be that strong male that would protect me from anything, that would keep me safe, keep me happy... that male that would even love me.
My mind, playing its usual jumpy games, flashed back to those two Sneasel I saw in the field. That... that sort of happiness. That looked so nice. They looked so happy together... That was love, wasn't it? That was what love was supposed to look like, was it not?
I wanted to know more about Gin. I wanted to know so much more. I could hardly wait until he woke up, because I was sincerely interested in talking to him and learning more about his life. I still felt hesitant to tell him about mine, but maybe it would feel like a burden off my back. After all, that was what Sherry was urging me to do, talk to her if I felt like it, telling me that it'd help.
I sat down beside the bed and stared at Gin for the next hour or so. He rolled around, mumbled in his sleep something about fish and water, snored loudly, and, after what seemed like such a long time, he finally opened his eyes.
The Gabite looked over to where I was at one point sleeping, then looked up at me. "Oh hey, early riser, huh?" He sat up in bed with the blankets still draped over his lap as he stretched his claws out and let out a hearty yawn.
"Um, g-good morning, Gin," I said to him a bit shyly. I worried that I didn't address him properly, as he was a strong Pokemon that saved my life. He also had the ability to kill me rather effortlessly, so I was really kind of worried I'd say something wrong...
"You must be pretty hungry. Have you had anything yet this morning, doll?" He looked at me and then looked over at the pile of berries, then back to me.
"N-no, I would never touch your food without asking!" I blurted out immediately, worried that he might have thought I had taken some.
"I like that! You're a Pokemon that shows respect, huh, hotcakes?" He placed his claws on his belly and laughed. "Why don't you bring over some berries and we'll have breakfast. Come on, bring some over here."
I smiled. I actually smiled. "Y- yes!" I nodded happily and walked over to the pile of berries, grabbing several of them and carrying them carefully. I then walked back over to Gin and set them down in front of him. "H-here you go!"
"That's not enough! You expect to feed me just a few berries like that?" He sounded rather disappointed. "Go over and get some more!"
Something about his tone turned my happiness into intimidation. I quickly scurried over and grabbed an even larger batch of berries and brought them back over to him, looking at him in an apologetic manner afterwards.
"Ah, it'll do. Sorry muffin, I get a little worked up sometimes." He closed his eyes and smiled. "Call it a test, if you will. It looks like you'd do anything for me anyway, darling, am I right?"
What did he mean by that? I wasn't exactly sure, but after saving me like he did last night, I felt that getting him more berries if he didn't feel like he had enough was the least I could do. The way he yelled at me could have been different, but I had a feeling that he might have just had a bit hot of a temper and wanted to remind myself to be extra cautious of that as to not set him off.
"Well? Are you going to answer me when I'm speaking to you?"
"Oh, s-sorry! Y-yes, Gin, you're right." I blinked and felt increasingly embarrassed that I might have displeased Gin. Here I was, a guest in his home after he saved me so graciously, and I was failing when it came to bringing him berries and answering him whenever he asked me a question.
"Good, then. Come on, sit down, let's eat some breakfast!" He patted the ground beside him, seeming to invite me over there to sit next to him. "Right here, come on."
After his latest response to my behavior, I decided that it would be a really good idea to sit down next to him if I didn't want to get yelled at. Besides, I was a guest... and he probably had more experience in dealing with other Pokemon politely than I did anyway.
"That 'a girl. Now here, I'll let you have the first bite..." He reached down for a luscious berry. It was a sort of reddish-pinkish berry that almost looked like a bell-shaped flower of some sort. The Gabite held the berry up to my face and started pressing it against my mouth.
I figured at that point that he wanted me to take a bite, at least I was hoping that was what he was doing, so I did so, taking a bite of the berry. It was rather bitter, but surprisingly sweet in a way. Certainly not distasteful, but definitely not the tangiest berry I'd ever had.
"You liiiiikkee?" he asked in a trailing voice, rubbing the succulent berry across my lips in a rather... interesting manner. "It's a Haban Berry... my favorite!"
I chewed it for a few seconds before swallowing for good. It left an interesting aftertaste in my mouth. "Um, yes, I do," I answered back shyly.
Before I knew it, he started stuffing the rest of the berry in my mouth, pushing a bit more than I had for the first bite inside. It caught me off guard at first, but I bit off a chunk of it and started chewing. At that point, he took a bite of the same berry himself and looked very delighted.
"Mmmm... your luscious lips add an extra flavor to an already sweet treat..." He winked at me, causing me to blush a bit. I couldn't help it... and I didn't know why he was acting that way, either.
He then grabbed a berry for himself and started munching on it like normal, directing his free hand down towards the berries to signal that I could now eat them freely as well.
We continued eating berries for breakfast, sitting next to each other the whole time. He told me about where he found all of those berries, about the hordes of Pokemon he had to fight in order to obtain them all, and how he stole the bedding we slept in from some humans that were camping on the mountain.
He really was a rather interesting Pokemon. I certainly didn't think that I'd ever be in a position to talk with him or find out just how interesting of a Pokemon he was, because I guess I judged a bit of his book by his cover...
We feasted until he decided we'd eaten enough berries. Gin then brought his arm around my shoulder, which really freaked me out at first, and then started laughing. "Bwahaha, we took those berries out for sure!" He looked at me and smiled. "So, I may have either a terrible memory or the rudeness not to ask... what was your name again?"
I wasn't about to tell him that he had the rudeness not to ask, that was for sure. It didn't matter to me. "My name... it's, um... it's B- Brandy."
"Bubbrandy?" He started laughing a bit.
I blushed in embarrassment. "N- no, um, actually no. It's just Brandy."
"Bwaha, ah ha, ha... yeah. It's a truly lovely name for such a... lovely Pokemon." He took my hand and started lightly kissing it.
His actions caused me to blush even more. I felt both embarrassed and... surprisingly intrigued by his words. He was speaking so highly of me, like I was attractive or something, and I wasn't even another Gabite...
"Why don't you tell me a bit about yourself, Brandy? Where are you from?"
"I'm from... um, it's a place called Mt. Moon." I looked at him a bit nervously, not sure if he'd know where it was or not.
"Ah yeah, heard of it, a few blokes traded me some Moon Stones from there. That's a long ways away, ain't it?"
"Yeah... all the way in Kanto." I sighed, remembering just how far away from home I really was.
"Right. This mountain is sort of like the Sinnoh equivalent, except it's even bigger. It's called Mt. Coronet and it's the mountain that shaped the continent of Sinnoh."
"R-really? It really did that?"
Gin paused for a moment, staring into my eyes deeply while I just awaited an answer from him. "...I don't know, haha! That's what the legend says, but darling, I don't know if it's true or not. It happened so long ago!"
"O-oh... okay." I smiled back at him and found it very informative to know that the place I'd just called 'the mountain' for the past few days actually had a really interesting name: Mt. Coronet.
"What about love, doll?" He looked at me with a curious, eager expression on his face. "Ever been in love? Ever had a mate?"
I sighed when he asked me that... of course I hadn't. "N-no... I haven't..."
It almost looked like his eyes lit up as soon as I said that. It looked like he was trying so hard to hold back a smile. I could tell... I was watching his face very carefully and intently. "Ah, right, sorry love. And that Machoke...? He was your first...?"
I turned my head down in shame. It took me a moment to vocalize the answer, because I didn't really want to go into telling him about Tom just yet... but it looked like I had no choice. "N-no..."
"A swinger then, eh? Had a little fun experimenting and got a bit carried away or something?"
"No!" I exclaimed rather forcefully, instantly placing my hands over my mouth to try and tell myself that my actions were uncalled for. "I- I-... I mean no."
"What happened then, hun? Do you want to talk about it at all?"
I looked up at him. Tears already started forming at my eyes... I didn't just go experimenting or had some fun or whatever. It was all too serious... "I... I was r-... ra-... I... t-there was a T- Trainer... he c-c-caught me... l-lock... me up... t-touch... ..."
It was just too difficult for me to say aloud after what just happened again, especially to the Gabite I barely knew. He was far more attentive than any other Pokemon I'd met so far, but still, I just felt uneasy talking to him about it.
"Ah, right, I see... I think. You were caught by a less-than-scrupulous Trainer that may have had his way with you?" He rolled his eyes a bit and swiped his claw in the air.
I was amazed that he was able to guess it fairly well... "Yeah... how did you...?"
"Ah, well, you see, I could read it in your gorgeous eyes... they were crying to me, telling me what your mouth failed to gather the courage for." He placed his claw gently at my mouth, though it still felt far more threatening than it should. "Why don't you... tell me more... details... hmm?"
"I was... just, um... just a Clefairy back then. H- he... he, um, well..." I felt very uneasy talking about it with a male for some reason, but... but he did ask... "He slid his f-finger in... in, um... in me."
"Really?" asked the Gabite, raising his eyebrows and sounding rather interested.
"Y-yeah... afterwards he, um... he... he made me suck on his... um... well, y-you know what..."
Gin lightly chuckled, tickled my chin with his claw, and shook his head a bit. "No, oh no, I don't... why don't you tell me?"
Somehow I had a feeling he knew exactly what I was talking about... but I didn't want to disobey and not answer his question, hard as it was to answer. "His, um... his p-p-penis..."
"Ah yes, that certain phallic part that a male does enjoy receiving pleasure to... I can vouch for that, definitely." He grinned rather widely and stopped stroking my chin with his claw. "What else?"
"Um... the n-next day, he hit me with a Moon, um... a Moon Stone. I evolved... and then h-he... he..."
"He what?" Gin began stroking my chin again. "What did he do to you, my dear?"
I gulped and blushed heavily. I felt highly uncomfortable talking about it, reliving it in front of my savior, but I was also rather worried I'd disappoint him if I didn't talk about it. "He... r-ra... raped m-... me." I gulped again. "He and his Nidok-king..."
Gin's eyebrow raised up quite a bit after hearing that, raising just one eyebrow and letting out somewhat of a smirk. It was a bit creepy, I had to admit... "So you had... a threesome, huh?"
I wasn't exactly familiar with the term. "Three... some? Um, if that is what it's c-called..."
"I have to know -- you know, doll, just to get the fant- I mean visual correct in my head -- where did the Nidoking stuff his cock? In your mouth or ass?"
His directness and eerie curiosity towards such a private detail seemed rather disturbing and insensitive, but I wasn't about to get my neck slashed for lying to him... I closed my eyes tightly as I recalled the horrible feeling of having both of my two lower openings violated at the same time. The rhythmic thrusting of one member cooperating with the other... urgh...
"Hey, answer me!" he demanded, pressing the tip of his claw sharply against my chin. It really frightened me.
"A-a-ass... he was... he... he was pushing in from b-behind..." Tears formed at the base of my eyes after saying that. No experience was more painful than that one. My first time mating, spent getting assaulted by two much larger males in two virgin holes...
"Oh, you poor thing. That must have been dreadful for a first time!" He relaxed his claw and brought it over to the side of my face, holding it gently and rubbing it lightly. "When you find a real Pokemon to mate with, you'll find that it's sooooo much better... heh heh, trust me."
"Have, um... have you m-mated be-... fore?" I asked shyly, trying to hold back my tears.
"Yes, cookie, I have. You know that's what males do, after all." He grinned widely. "But believe me, big, strong males make their mates feel protected, not abused!"
I wasn't quite sure what he meant by that. I mean, I had a feeling what he meant, but what other hidden meaning there was behind it... was he trying to glorify himself?
"Please, darling, don't think less of me for it, but instead realize that I know the face of satisfaction a female in bliss wears."
Hearing that made me consider the possibility that he'd be a good one to ask about what I saw earlier, with the female Sneasel seeming to feel very happy while mating. If what he said was true, perhaps I was just caught up in the misfortune of having what would have been a good experience ruined instead...
I had to ask him. I had to know more about what other females he'd been with and what their reactions were to mating. "Um..." I started, still feeling rather shy about asking him. "Did they really... um, really feel... happy? W-were they?"
The Gabite grinned proudly and nodded his head. "Ah, yes, definitely. No question about it, sweetheart. As one once told me, 'There is no feeling I'd rather feel than the comforting feeling of mating with such a passionate male.' "
"I... I see," I said in response. Maybe he was right. Maybe I'd just been too scarred to really realize there was any other truth but the one I knew. "Um, Gin... What about... what about love?"
He seemed to smirk as he continued looking into my eyes, tilting his head ever so slightly. "Ah... love, dear, is a very warm feeling... it's when you care about a Pokemon, when you would do anything for them." He chuckled a bit. "You've never felt that, have you?"
"N-no... I haven't." It should have been pretty obvious, but it was definitely true. Love was something I was just starting to learn about. It still seemed to puzzle me how such a feeling could even exist, but perhaps it was just due to my mind being so clouded with depression and doubt.
Gin then turned around to face me fully, still sitting, but placing his second claw on my other cheek and stroking it softly. "Let me show you what it's like..." he said just louder than a whisper. He closed his eyes and leaned his head in towards mine...
I felt my heart racing. What was he doing? I didn't know what to think. I wasn't sure if I should react defensively, if I should submit to whatever action he was going to take, or if I should feel good about it. It felt like there were Butterfrees fluttering around in my stomach, dancing around wildly.
Before I knew it, he slowly pulled my face up to his and kissed me directly on the lips, kissing me several times. I felt his tongue lightly brush across my lips in a very confident, caring way. Sure, it took me off-guard and I wasn't sure what to think, but my feelings of anxiety quickly morphed into an adrenaline-fueled excitement.
I closed my eyes and began mimicking what he was doing with his lips, moving my head with every connection of our two mouthes and even lightly licking his own lips. I wasn't sure what I was doing or what came over me... but it felt so right, so unbelievably right to be sharing such a passionate moment with another Pokemon.
My breathing picked up as I found myself even deeper in the moment, reaching my hand forward to grab his own face while using my other one to reach around his waist. I almost felt like crying, but for a change, it wasn't due to sadness or pain...
That Gabite showed me something I'd never felt before... an amazing feeling of breathlessness and passion. A connection between two Pokemon in a way that seemed more pure than what I thought mating to be. It was unexplainable. It was something that I never thought or fantasized about before. It was a completely new experience for me... but it was also the best feeling I'd ever felt.
I eventually felt him pull his face apart from mine. "That's just a taste of love..."
He released his claws from the sides of my face which caused me to open my eyes. As I opened them, I saw Gin's face for the first time in a minute or two, but it seemed to shine and radiate far more than it did before. Just looking at him caused my heart to pound and my mind to race. He seemed so... so... I wasn't even sure what...
"I love you, Brandy," he said in a serious tone, looking me right in my eyes. Oh... I saw his eyes sparkle when he said that, I swear. It was an unreal feeling as I felt for the first time a Pokemon truly care about me in a way none had ever before...
"G- Gin..." I wasn't sure how long it took for Pokemon to fall in love, but my mind was comparing the feelings I felt to the female Sneasel I saw awhile back. Her happiness, my happiness... It had to be the same thing. It simply had to. I was in love, too... "I... I love you..."
He smirked, then turned it into a smile and closed his eyes happily, pulling me in for a hug and a tender kiss on the cheek afterwards. "You have your big, strong, brave male here to protect you now..." He pet my head as he said that.
Gin was right: I did have him. He was my big, strong male. He would -- and did -- protect me from anyone that wanted to hurt me. He made me feel happy for the first time that I could ever truly recall, in a deep happiness, not just a surface happiness like when I was with daddy.
It was almost overwhelming thinking that just the other night I was raped again, yet never had I felt better about myself. The moments of fear and terror I felt the other night felt like a small price to pay for the feeling of knowing that Gin came to my rescue and protected me. It was worth it. It was absolutely worth it.
"Now, darling..." said Gin, snapping me out of my spell of thoughts. "You have to sacrifice for love. That means doing things to make the other happy..."
"O-okay," I replied.
"You wouldn't want to lose that love, would you? By making me... disappointed?"
Just the thought of disappointing Gin made me cringe. He'd done so much for me that I would always want to do everything that I could to make him happy. "N-no! I w-wouldn't..."
"That's good, I'm glad you understand that," he said with a smile. "Last night, I was a brave, strong protector, wasn't I?"
"Y-you were... t-thank you..."
"Just saying 'thank you' isn't really enough for someone that saved you from being raped and killed, is it?" He had a bit of a smirk on his face... but he did have a point, too.
"W-what... do you mean...?" I asked, looking at him in a rather confused way. He was right... just saying thank you probably wasn't enough and I wanted to do anything I could to repay him for what he did.
"You see, if you really wanted to repay me and make me feel like saving you was worth it..." He grinned widely and stroked his chin. "...you would find a more meaningful way of doing it. Don't you think?"
I still didn't understand him. "Um...?" I couldn't help but worry that I was supposed to know something I didn't. After all, I didn't want to offend Gin at all, particularly after everything he'd done for me.
"I'm saying, sweetheart, that you should offer me a more gratifying reward rather than simply a verbal display of gratitude. Actions speak louder than words!"
"What... what do you w-want?" Of course I'd be more than willing to do anything for him. He was right, just saying thank you wasn't enough for saving my life the other night. "I'll do, um... anything for you..."
He smiled and stopped stroking his chin. "That's the spirit... Now, what sort of reward would a big, strong male like myself enjoy for saving your life and rescuing you from the cruel deed of rape?"
I wasn't exactly sure what a strong male like himself would like... and my not being exactly sure made me worry all the more as to exactly what it was that he was implying. "Um...?" I blinked, still hesitant to suggest anything myself as to avoid offending him.
"How about you suck this hero off and we call it a... satisfying reward. Sound good?" He chuckled a little bit, then stared right into my eyes with a much more intimidating look.
I didn't like how he worded that. Again, I wasn't entirely sure that he meant what I thought he meant... but it did seem unfortunately logical that a strong male would want a reward like that if it brought him so much pleasure...
I just didn't want to be used again... I didn't want to be hurt, but I didn't want to feel like I was doing something against my will. Gin placed me in a very difficult situation, because I didn't exactly want to do what he was suggesting, but at the same time he was entirely right, he deserved some sort of reward... he risked his life to save my own. He didn't have to do that...
"Um... y-you mean... s-suck on your... ummm..." I couldn't spit it all out. I still felt really embarrassed talking to him or anyone about that part of male anatomy I'd grown far too familiar with, and in the very unpleasant way.
"Yes, that." He reached down towards his groin and gently flicked at his sheath a few times, revealing a little pink member peeking out from it. "You know that you would have had far worse than that small request had it been that Machoke brute last night... and it would make me feel good... you know that you want to make your savior feel good, right...?"
That creepy low voice he was speaking in intimidated me and made me feel insecure about the situation. The sad part was he was entirely right... had he not have stepped in, that Machoke would have continued raping me, assaulting me, and possibly even killing me when he finished. Just the thought of that made me cringe, because that cruel Pokemon had no remorse or regrets for what he'd done, whereas Gin was different, far different...
I mean, Gin said that he loved me. I said I loved Gin. We kissed. No Pokemon had ever treated me like that before. He saved me, kept me safe, gave me breakfast, and threw my heart into a spin as he introduced me to just how good love felt.
Even if what he was asking me to do was far from what I wanted to do at the time, it would surely be different from any other time that I was forced to do that... he was different. He was kind and caring, and he protected me when I needed protection. He was asking me to do something to repay his kindness to me, something certainly within my power...
After drowning in my own internal questioning, I remembered that female Sneasel that kept haunting my mind and remembered how much she seemed to enjoy what she was doing. If there was even a chance I could get over the stigma I had of pleasuring a male in that way and feel some sort of pleasure or satisfaction of my own, like she felt, then perhaps it would be worth it.
Who was I kidding... like it or not, it was something I could do to repay him, to make him happy after all of the happiness he gave me. I had to do it... I absolutely had to.
Without any further response or questioning on my end, I leaned forward and got on my knees in front of him. Due to our body shapes giving us proportionately small legs, I had to look quite aways down at his sheath and knew I'd have to get him on his back in order for me to fulfill his wishes.
I curiously brought my hand to his sheath, finding it rather interesting to say the least. It was significantly different from how Tom's was. While Tom had a sack of flesh dangling beneath his penis, Gin's had no such sack and his member peeked out from a little slit down by his groin -- somewhat similar to my own slit, except much less detailed and placed slightly closer to his belly.
As I touched his pink member, it quivered a bit, expanding ever so slightly in size. I tickled it a few times with my finger, finding it almost funny how it would twitch in response. It grew out of that sheath of his rather quickly after that as it became more and more erect.
I hadn't really a good of a look at a Pokemon male's penis before. There was certainly quite a difference between that and a human's. The only times I'd seen one were that one time I accidentally saw daddy's and then whatever I saw of the male Sneasel's -- I didn't see Whiskey's since he took me from behind, and the Machoke was on top of me, pinning me down, so I couldn't see what was going on down there anyway.
There was definitely something to that phallic piece of flesh that intrigued me in a way I hadn't felt before. It seemed infinitely less intimidating than Tom's did, due to its horn-like shape, with a smooth tip at the end containing a little tiny hole. The rest of it seemed rather nondescript, just a reddish pink with a few tiny veins visible.
Before I knew it, the Gabite's malehood had grown to be fully erect, at least as far as I knew. It measured perhaps six inches in length and looked to be about the same size as Tom's was, except it was thinner at the top and thicker at the base. Not only that, but Gin was also quite a bit shorter than Tom; taller than me, yes, but still shorter than Tom.
"Damn, come on and suck already, you're teasing me...!" said the Gabite, laughing a bit.
"Um... can you p-please get on your... on your back?" I asked him nervously, worried that I sounded like I was ordering him around. I definitely didn't want that.
He nodded and then sat down in front of me, then slowly leaned back until he was on his back, his member standing proudly in the air. "How's that?" he asked back to me, appearing to be more than content with my suggestion. Thank goodness.
I got down on my belly and crawled over between his legs, placing my hands on his hips and looking at the Pokemon cock in front of me. That was it... I was really going to do it again.
At first, I felt quite scared to have to go through something like that one more time, but I realized I had to do it for him, for Gin, as a token of my gratitude... I had to... he was right, he deserved something, he did... it was only right that I gave him what he wanted.
Cringing one last time before starting, I shook my head and stared right at the throbbing piece of meat in front of me. I used one of my hands to grab it and start stroking it a little bit, finding its texture to be very interesting but also somewhat repulsing at the same time.
After a few strokes, I guided the tip towards the entrance of my mouth and slowly began engulfing it, taking the phallus in between my lips and letting it inside. I felt my heart pounding and felt that nervous feeling sweep over my body once again.
I wanted to stop. I was starting to panic, but I realized it was too late for me to do that... if I did, he'd get mad and offended. I had to pleasure him. I had to return the favor... I had to see if it was possible for me to get some sort of enjoyment out of what I was doing.
I took another inch or so into my mouth and began sucking on the tip, gently massaging the underside of his cock with my tongue as I started up my treatment.
It felt so familiar, but at the same time, so much different. The shape of his malehood was so dissimilar to Tom's that it helped make the two experiences feel quite a bit different. Not only that, but the taste and feel of his member was a lot more tolerable.
Slowly I grew into bobbing my head up and down on his malehood, taking another inch or two inside without really noticing it. I started getting into it. Something about it felt a lot more satisfying than the last time I did it. Perhaps it was because I wasn't being forced into it and that I knew I was doing it because I wanted to make Gin happy, because I wanted to repay him for his deeds.
But even beyond that, there was something highly intriguing about it, something that I couldn't quite explain... it felt similar to how breathless I felt during my kiss earlier. His twitching and moaning signaled to me that he was enjoying what I was doing to him, and that made me feel... happy.
Sure, Tom would twitch and moan when I did that to him, but it wasn't the same. I didn't want him to enjoy it. I didn't want him to be happy. I certainly didn't feel happy. All I could think about was wanting that awful experience to stop.
With Gin, sucking on his member as I was, it didn't seem like time was crawling. It didn't seem like I was just waiting for it to end so I could go on with my life. From the time I started to the point I was at, I felt a change in my feelings about doing it to him. It felt more like something I wanted to do rather than just something I was doing.
As his member got slimier due to his precum, I found the taste of that slimy liquid to be actually sort of good... it was salty, much less bitter than Tom's, and had a very interesting sort of twangy taste to it. I found myself trying to lick it off of his penis as I continued slurping it all up, swallowing every now and then.
Up and down my mouth went on his shaft, now using my hands on his thighs to raise and lower myself in a rhythm. I wasn't even sure how much of it I was taking inside -- I could see it wasn't the whole thing, as he still had his thick base protruding from his sheath, but I knew it was certainly a good amount of the male's phallus.
I felt somewhat dizzy over what I was doing. My jaw was aching a bit, but the dizziness and lightheadedness subdued the ache.
I couldn't believe it, but it actually felt enjoyable doing that to the Gabite. I could hear his breathing pick up and his body quiver as I continued orally pleasuring him, and those signs really made me feel satisfied with what I was doing. They made me feel glad that I was returning the favor. They made me realize just how much I liked Gin and found myself attracted to him...
Yeah, that was what it was... attraction. I finally found myself attracted to him. It hit me, then, that that must have been some of the reason I'd continually watch him and feel urges to see him. He was very intriguing, but perhaps deep down I wanted to be with him... perhaps deep down I admired his body, his strong, male body...
Oh, Gin...
He started bucking into my mouth at an increased pace. I knew what that meant. I knew that he was having difficulty holding back and it would be just a matter of seconds before he blew.
I was right. Not more than a few seconds later, I nearly found myself choking on his member as it squirted out several pulses of his sticky semen into the depths of my mouth. He cried out loudly as he came, banging his claws against the floor of the cave and wriggling his legs and hips all about.
The steamy cum that filled my mouth thankfully tasted much better than Tom's and I found myself able to swallow it without gagging or feeling repulsed. It had a sort tangy flavor to it, like some sort of citrus fruit, except mixed with something salty.
I slurped whatever of it I could down, though some of it ran out of my mouth and down onto his lap. It didn't look like he cared, though, as he remained rather limp on the ground, panting heavily.
"Ha... haa... that was pretty good..." he said through his panting, reaching a claw down towards my head but missing it by a bit. Not like he was looking anyway.
I raised my head up and took his shrinking penis out of my mouth, then swallowed down whatever was left inside. I watched as the limp member slowly started retreating back to its sheath. It was kind of... cute.
"Get over here, doll, come on," he said, beckoning me to go over by him.
I crawled over so I was right to his side and he then reached his arm under me and pulled me closer to him.
"When you love someone, you want to do things like that more often, don't you?" asked Gin, turning his face over to me with a dreamily content look on it. "And you love me, right?"
I blinked at him and blushed rather heavily. I felt that same feeling I felt after we were done kissing, like my stomach was light and fluffy, like I was being swept away into the air with my body being left behind... "I- I do, Gin," I answered happily, actually managing to smile at the Gabite.
"Good... heh heh." He reached over and gave me a kiss right on the lips. We kept kissing each other for the next minute or so. It felt so good and so fulfilling... "Because that's how it should be."
He was right. He was entirely right. That was how it should be. To be able to let someone care about me and take care of me... that was exactly what I needed in life. It felt like such an odd coincidence that we ran into each other, but it ended up working so nicely.
There was definitely something particularly charming about Gin. He spent the rest of the day showing me around the base of Mt. Coronet, showing me some of the various sites and locations on it. He also pointed out some other landmarks across the Sinnoh landscape that we could see from the hilly base of Mt. Coronet.
I followed behind him as he led me around the forested base of the mountain when we went off in search of something to do together. It didn't matter that we didn't find anything... just spending the time with him was all I wanted to do anyway.
He was so sweet to me for the rest of the day... It made me so happy and relieved that something was finally looking up for me in my life.
Not really all that much else to say except enjoy a good turning point for little Brandy for now. :